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logistically possible? what does that even mean? and what about your own personality makes you so uncomfortable? how does she not know?
jesus, who are you? someone really likes to pry away.
anyway, logistically possible in the sense of the location of the both of us doesn’t really help the situation. she’s not near me at all. well i mean she’s close enough if i wanted to make an effort, but i really don’t know if it would be worth the effort. i feel like i would need to talk to her first about the whole situation before delving into trains and car rides and those kinds of expenses over a girl.
my personality is just so weird. i talk too much about things that don’t matter to anyone ever by myself. i get really nerdy sometimes over videogames and comic books and film and writing and just silly stuff that seemingly wouldn’t be important to a girl. like no girl would want to talk to me about that stuff, especially when she’s got her own stuff. i’m a really easy person to talk to, but to get to that level with someone would be relatively intense.
she doesn’t know because i haven’t told her. and really have no reason to. she goes out. she does her thing. i have no involvement. she tells me about her conquests and hookups and vice versa. she’s great for me if we could just settle down with each other, but she doesn’t know that i have this crush on her, and i wouldn’t want to hinder our relationship. so i guess i’m taking one for the team? i don’t know. whatever.
